& Shut Up
Hi, I'm a the mofo with that sexy mole and I would like to bury myself in a hole. I am skinny and bulimic but I hate diet coke and apples. I like being sympathetic because it makes me look good and even though I am skinny and bulimic I still do not wish you to be like me. I am unique.
Date:
Monday, June 29, 2009
Time:
8:56 PM
Oh, so CALLOUS
I am not exactly a typical teenage girl who likes dating, but one thing's for sure, I am under a spell over a grotesque guy. Kidding!! I am not under a spell, I am extremely in LOVE!!<3
It started last February 14, 2009, the night of all nights, JS Promenade. It was one of the best nights of my Highschool life.
As we all know, if there's prom, there's dancing!! I LOVE DANCING!! When it was time for another slow dance, by the way, the song was El Bimbo, I danced with one of my Ex-suitors who almost had a shot on me. We didn't finish the song and I don't know why, haha!! While the song was playing, I saw my friend, all alone without anyone to dance with. So I asked for his hand. (Ain't it weird? I was the one who asked the guy? Wicked huh?!)
While we were dancing, I was singing. I'm not exactly a singer so it was pretty cool because I wasn't shy around him. Although I was the loudest slow dancer around (no jokes here, haha!!), he wasn't talking. I guess his not use to dance with a girl as pretty as me(no jokes here, too!!). After that, we started texting and talking all the time!! Then I found out that he has hidden feelings for me. (Should've seen that one coming. haha!!)
Summer time arrived and we didn't stop talking. Although there are time wherein we fought because of my JEALOUS HEART, we didn't stop. We would sometimes talk until 5am(wicked).
School has begun and we rarely talk. He really is a shy guy (TORPE). I started to feel isolated because I already have feeling for him. I even got drunk and screamed and cried his name a lot of freaking times!
I couldn't stand the pressure of him not talking to me so I took the mic and talked to him( i think??). Well, at first I got mad at him then we started talking again. (Yey!!grab a champagne bottle now!!). But sometimes, thinking about the fact that he and his PAST are classmates, my JEALOUS HEART explodes like a volcano.
I wanted to be closer to him so I asked him out(it's like I'm the guy here huh?). I got really excited until he told me awhile ago that his PAST and the girl's NEW is coming with us. It will be a double date. I didn't know how to react at first but since I really like him, I said that they could come with us. My heart was pounding when he told me that. I guess Volcano Jealous Heart of Mine errupted again. It's like he doesn't care about how I feel right?! I always have to make the first move all the time!! I hate this. But I REALLY LIKE HIM!! And I never considered his grotesque face to what I feel.
BTW: He doesn't exactly look grotesque. I just like to put it that way so that NO ONE steals him away. HAHAHA!!
end of story!!bye!!
:D
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