& Shut Up
Hi, I'm a the mofo with that sexy mole and I would like to bury myself in a hole. I am skinny and bulimic but I hate diet coke and apples. I like being sympathetic because it makes me look good and even though I am skinny and bulimic I still do not wish you to be like me. I am unique.
Date:
Friday, November 27, 2009
Time:
6:24 PM
The Twilight Saga: New Moon Review
Like any other mythological tale, The Twilight Saga: New Moon is about the rivalry of a vampire and a werewolf. But this time, its not about power, honor and territory. Its more of who gets the girl.
This movie is the much-awaited movie of 2009 by people—or by the female raise—around the globe. Since the first part was a hit, obviously this is, too. Its hard to make a review about the movie, though. Why? Because two hot guys in the movie are distracting every girl on earth from comprehending the film. Duh!
They did a great job in choosing the actors to play each other but I may have a problem about Bella's depression because its kinda weird to be shouting in your sleep almost every night of your gloomy time. But that doesn't bother me as much as the poor acting some of the actors did. Jacob's wolf friends may be inexperienced actors. But Jacob's body distracted me into observing his friends better. HAHA!
About Edward leaving Bella, it made my eyes teary. I felt pity for her, of course. I mean, the love of your life—the only reason why you still struggle to survive—left you, that's the hardest thing a girl could go unto. The pain must have been excruciating for Bella, but the fact that she was screaming in her sleep was too much for me.
The effects didn't seem to impress me, either. The animated wolves were easily detected mainly because the effects were poor. Even the part when the wolves were killing Laurent. It was so obvious. They could have done better, I know. They just didn't put much effort into making it. But Victoria swimming gave me goosebumps.
About the fight scenes in Volturi, it didn't give me a standing ovation or at least a glaring one. I wasn't convinced.
But the love triangle thing gave me a tingling sensation. My zeal for Edward increased for the fact that he's willing to fight for Bella's love. Jacob may have won my sympathy, though. He's willingness to be with Bella is one of the most romantic thing an out-of-relationship guy can do for a girl. The twist though was a flummox. I guess we'll just wait for the next movie to end the discombobulation.
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Date:
Monday, November 23, 2009
Time:
6:53 PM
The Snowball of the Philippines
His name, Kan Opiano Yamaguchi or Kan Olquino Yamaguchi but Kan Yamaguchi will do or Kan for short. I consider him The Snowball of the Philippines.
I may not know a lot about him, but I could tell you few things intriguing ones. One thing is that his our Core Commander. I know what you're thinking. He maybe strict, right? On the contrary, no he's not. He's actually fun to be with. You can rely on him, too! He helps me out with Arvin all the time. Next, he's a half-jap, that's why he has white skin.
Hm, what else? Oh yeah! His nose bleeds a lot. I don't know if this still happens but I saw a lot of blood action a few years ago and it was GRUESOME! Next, he and Arvin are good friends. The very reason why we became friends. By the way, he's also very passionate when it comes to love. Maybe that's why I could always relate. HAHA!
He also likes making quotations and proverbs. He makes me read them whenever we chat. Here are some.
~> Kung malalaman mo ang secret, mawawala ang mystery. Kapag nawala ang mystery, wala nang magic. Kapag wala nang magic, wala nang excitement.
~> Pretty, pretty please! With cheese on top.
~> Don't expect that you can get all that you want to have.
~> wOw (words Of wisdom)
~> Don't expect so much or it will tear you apart.
~> Don't love someone that never try loving or knowing you from who you really are.
Those we're just from our conversation awhile ago. But trust me, there's more where that came from. If you want to know more about Kan, make friends with him. Or chat with him through ym, mrguchi_06@yahoo.com. Thats all!
:D
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Date:
Friday, November 20, 2009
Time:
9:36 PM
A Barren Rendezvous
HAHA! Our endeavor, shoot a commercial to promote our product, The Styling Comb! HAHA! But all plans can change in the future, and so did this plan. LOL!
Me and Clauds hurried to my crib so that I can fix it for our shooting. Next, the guys took a long time to get to my house. Good thing they weren't lost. Almost everyone arrived at around 5-6pm, almost nightfall, except the most important person in the group. We couldn't start without him, obviously. He's the leader. How heedless, right? He actually arrived when everyone was set to leave. It really pissed me off. I'm not ranting the person but we went on time in the given schedule he has given then he'll be the one running off "I'm sorry I'm late. Strictest parents ever!". Please. He has sold that line to everyone except me. I know that's not true.
Anyway, enough about him. Let's just proceed to what we did while waiting. We watched basketball, played Restaurant City on Facebook, took pictures, and had an Open Forum. We bonded a lot really. Even if we're not a clique in our class. Its really a good way of expanding your circle of friends. HAHA! I LOVE PETEII!
:D
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Date:
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Time:
7:12 PM
No More
Uhm, you might be disappointed about this post because I'm no longer gonna post things about my love life, or at least problems about my love life. I won't say why but if you want to know and can't talk to me, you can check my other blog. http://esoteric-ballads.blogspot.com . . haha! BUT its private. . .LOL!
From now on, all you'll be seeing here at my blog are my candid moments with friends, family feuds, and nonsense! HAHAHA!
See you on the flip side guys! Hope you'll still read my blog, though. HAHA!
:D
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Date:
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Time:
8:42 PM
Excruciated Repeatedly
How would you feel if the man you love keeps on trading you for an ONLINE GAME? Will you feel worthless? Will you feel unimportant? Will you feel picayune? Because I know I would. Why wouldn't I, I've been experiencing this roughly everyday of my life!
It really hurts me to feel that a game might be more important than me. I mean I know I'm more important than life. But if the game is more important than me, it must be more important than GOD! (Hyperbolically speaking.)
I couldn't tell him this, though. You all know I have issues in opening up. But still, he should have at least realized by now how anguished I am. He does this anon and anon again. It sucks!
Hm, I think I've showed my umbrage, right? I know its wrong to rant him on my blog but I just couldn't tell all these personally. I think I'm letting my blog do the talking. Do you think that's right? Gosh, I think it's not.
Here's the question now. Should I stop someone for doing what he loves? I mean, do I have the right to do so? Because I think I'll be hurting him so much if I take away his gaming hobby. Its like taking away his oxygen. I don't want to suffocate him and kill him slowly. Its not right. I guess I must do what caring partners do. Be a martyr and understand his hobby. As a lover, I must satisfy his needs. And I must withstand the excruciating pain his hobby does to my frail heart. Yepp! Gotta follow this. . .
:D
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Date:
Time:
7:25 PM
Mixed Genres
I've been addicted to so many songs like Fireflies, The River Flows In You, Tik Tok, I Can Tell and so many more. You could really tell how broad my knowledge is when it comes to music. You could also tell how open-minded I am to different genres.
I could not live a day without listening to a single song. Meaning, I would resort to any genre if I dun music. I think this is the reason why I've become an ultimate music lover. Just name a genre and I you guarantee that I can enumerate at least five songs in that certain genre. HAHA!
Another useless post made moi! LOL!
:D
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Date:
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Time:
5:09 PM
Candid Moments
Today is our 3rd monthsarry, but we could not spend it together because of their retreat. DAMN!
Anyway, because of that expected fact, we celebrated it by spending a candid afternoon at my crib. That's right, CANDID. Nothing more, nothing less. HAHA!
But because of our candid afternoon yesterday, we were able to know each other more. We both saw our sensitive sides and our weirdness in an angle we both can see. We weren't talking on the phone nor texting. We were in our room talking, JUST talking. :D
But even if we spent that afternoon together, I still missed him today. I miss him still, actually. I couldn't take the fact that they have to be isolated at Tagaytay City for a religious activity. I just hope he doesn't hug anyone there. Especially the girls that lift the temperature of Volcano Jealous Heart of Mine. If only I was with them. DAMN!
I just wish that after their retreat, he'll come to see my true value. HAHA! I think he is starting to realize how important I really am in his life. I just hope that my thoughts are true! HAHA!
BTW, congratulate us! Its our 3rd month of being together! HAHA! Wish us more monthsarries to come, okay? HAhA
:D
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Date:
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Time:
5:29 PM
Maybe
I've been rejected by a certain someone a couple of times. I'm not sure if he really wants to be with me or his just with me for show.
If you like to be with someone special, you would do anything, whether or not you have cash or you've got something to do, just to be with that someone. But if you're not too crazy about being with that someone, one reason for you not to go and you'll just give up in finding a way. He has been doing this the whole month! Ergo, I believe he doesn't want to be with me or his just not that crazy about being with me.
Because of what he is currently doing, my mind kept leading me into different conclusions, bad conclusions. It led me to crying, too. Its not that I'm becoming pessimistic again. I just couldn't help it. Who knows! Its probably true, anyway. *sighs. . .*
Maybe he just doesn't like me, or love me. Maybe he is busy. Maybe I'm just his girlfriend for show. Maybe he is busy. WAAH! Damn maybe's!
:D
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Date:
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Time:
5:32 PM
Beguiled
This afternoon, I became pretty disappointed because our team lost in a volleyball match. It was really frustrating. To think that I even escaped to cheer for the guys playing. Anyway, at least they did their best, right? Its not like they lost intentionally. There's always a chance to redeem themselves.
To make myself feel better, I've been listening to tons of classical music by Mozart, Beethoven, Rachmaninoff, Debussy, Chopin, Yiruma and Schubert. I know what you're thinking. "What?! Nese?! The chick who has nothing but rock music in her playlist?! Listening to all these?!". I'm right, am I? HAHA!
See, you're all starting to get to know me now. I usually beguile myself through listening to classical music. I started listening to it since I was in gradeschool. My interest for classical music is known only by a few people.
You wanna know what I feel when I listen to this? I feel light, happy, relaxed and I actually feel smarter everytime I listen to it. You should try listening to it, too. Believe me, its not just for old people. Its for everyone! Classical Music is healthy for your mind and soul. HAHA!
:D
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Date:
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Time:
5:54 PM
Fade to Black
Because of all the agony I've experienced, I'm starting to become heartless. I guess blogging doesn't help me that much. I'm not mad at anyone, though. Its just that, my heart is slowly fading to black.
There are a lot of things I couldn't tell to anyone, not even my closest friends. Like the pain I feel every time people say that me and my boyfriend are not right for each other. Or people just bullying me for no reason. I guess I'm pretty ill-fated.
I know people aren't mind readers to know what I think and feel. I just couldn't afford another misjudgment because of my feelings. I don't want to be selfish and grab their attention because I feel pain or something. Although, because of that want, I'm starting to lose it.
Do you know the feeling of being unwanted? Well, that's what I keep feeling to everyone. Even my boyfriend! I guess he just likes DOTA better than me. Or his just not crazy about me like I am to him. Crap! My life's so discombobulating!
Because of these, I couldn't think of any possible thing that could make my life better. All I could do is be a total tomfoolery for me not to think about all these. I guess that's why I'm like a narcotic bitch most of the time.
I guess this is the reason why I fear opening up, because of misjudgments. Because I don't want people to think I want all eyes on me. I just want to live a life inconspicuously. But like I said, I couldn't take living in closed doors anymore. I just want to let every emotion out! I'm about to explode! And I don't think blogging is the key from keeping me from exploding.
:D
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Date:
Friday, November 6, 2009
Time:
5:05 PM
The Typical Spouse
Hm, I love my boyfriend but there's something missing. I meant a lot are missing. Its not that I'm not satisfied, its just that he sometimes act like he doesn't care.
For starters, we rarely be with each other. We see each other almost everyday but we rarely talk. I guess its a bit my fault because I don't want to be seen with a guy at school almost all the time. There are just a lot of mouths there. Words can spread fast. Its like the school will be watching a true-to-life sope opera if they see us together. But still, we rarely talk!
Next, when its time for us to be with each other outside the school premisses, he usually trades that time to play that infamous computer game, DOTA. I get really pissed when this happens.
Third, when we text, he usually falls asleep. I mean I always trade my textmates for him but he trades me for his beauty rest. Ego, much?
Fourth, when his with me, he teases me and say I'm ugly. I mean I mind a little tease but he does this all the time! WAH!
But I must admit, after all this, he's still the most important guy in my life. I guess I just have to deal with all these. Who knows, he might realize and be more nice to me. HAHA! Kidding!
:D
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Date:
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Time:
7:35 PM
LSS
Two Is Better Than One
Boys Like Girls Feat. Taylor Swift
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing
So maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one
I remember every look upon your face,
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everythings okay
And finally now, believing
And maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one
Yeah, yeah
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my lifeAnd I thought hey
Maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
Oooh
I can't live without you
'Cause baby two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And I've figured out with all that's said and done
Two, is better than one
Two is better than one
Okay, its a pretty cheezy song but I absolutely love! I've been addicted to this song since right before the typhoon. I just couldn't stop thinking about it! It keeps entering my mind and then I'll just start singing it and after awhile, I'll find a way to listen to it! I've never been obssessed to a certain song for this long. I rarely even write a post about songs. I think this is the first time I've done this for my blog. This shows how addicted I got because of this song. I guess I just could relate to a song about relationships because its been about two years before I got my current boyfriend. Maybe this is what love can do to a person. Man! I love to LOVE! HAHA
:D
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Date:
Time:
7:10 PM
Narcotic B*tch
Just so you know, I don't take drugs. Its just that there were a lot of events today wherein I was like one. I think I have a psychological problem or being grounded just drives me crazy!!
Here are some proofs that I was a bit narcotic. First, when I knew the tagalog word for web or "sapot", I started mimicking spiderman when he needs a web and shouting "SAPOT! SAPOT!". Sounds ridiculous, huh? Well, it is. . . When I realized that this was what I've been doing, I said, "Am I really crazy? Deeem!"
Second, I was doing model posts for no reason! I guess I was just imagining that there was a camera in front of me but there was none. Looks like my vainess has given me another reason to think I'm crazy. HAHA!
Third, I was dancing this tribal dance even if there's no music! BTW, it was in the middle of our math class! Wow, I'm crazy. I think I really did take drugs today, I just couldn't remember! HAHA!
Hm, there have been more times wherein I saw how crazy I am, its just too embarassing to announce it in the World Wide Web! Hey, before I end this post, I must say "SAPOT! SAPOT!". HAHA! Wow, I am a crazy bitch! HAHA!
:D
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Date:
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Time:
8:14 PM
A String to CUT
Can a true friend really be fatigue of your stories? Of your misfortunes? I know a person can be fatigued, but a true friend will fight that fatigue and listen to whatever her friend can tell.
I don't know if her fatigue is the real reason on why she doesn't want to talk to me, but either way, I think she just wants to cut the string of our friendship. Or maybe she just wants to be alone. I don't know. I'm just bewildered right now. Totally discombobulated.
Gosh, I wish I could talk to her, but she just cut every communication we have. I think its best if I just part ways with her. This has happened a lot of times, anyway. But I still want to fix this. WAH! What should I do?! INH!! PLEASE!!
Sorry for the stupid post. Its just that, this is where I release every emotion I have. Even those I had. Gotta go guys!!! The guards are here.
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Date:
Time:
4:50 PM
Battered Butterfly
A butterfly was locked in a lasting cage. But last night, that butterfly had a taste of freedom. She was able to set out in a journey wherein she was forbidden to go. She had to escape from that nerve-wrecking dungeon, of course. Her position was unbearable. But like any other creature that experiences freedom for the first time after a long time, she abused it.
That butterfly had a few drinks with her friends. She got drunk, too. When it was time to give up freedom once more, she went back to her cage before the guards notice she's gone.
She was getting closer and closer, putting a closure to her short freedom. She didn't want it to end, but she just had to. Although, before she could even enter the cage inconspicuously, she was caught by two of the guards.
They beat her up, slapped her in the face, punched her in her tummy, tear her wing by wing. She was helpless. All she could do was to cry. The guards had no mercy. After being battered for awhile, they kicked her in that dungeon. She pleaded never to put her back in. They didn't listen to her, of course. They ignored her every anguished shouts and agonizing pleads. She cried out all the water in her body and bled every drop of blood she had. She was dying, slowly. But they didn't have to kill her. Putting her in that cage once more was ending her slightly regained life. She entered the cage, hoping that they won't break another limb of hers. The guards locked the cage and threw the key. All she can do now is to wait for her to lose her breath and perish or to wait for her destined savior. Till then, it was all over.
The battered butterfly is still waiting. Waiting either to perish or for someone to free her. Will you let her life end or will you find the key and set her free. . .
:D--:
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