& Shut Up
Hi, I'm a the mofo with that sexy mole and I would like to bury myself in a hole. I am skinny and bulimic but I hate diet coke and apples. I like being sympathetic because it makes me look good and even though I am skinny and bulimic I still do not wish you to be like me. I am unique.
Date:
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Time:
7:55 PM
♥ Impenetrable LOVE ♥
Hey guys!! It's been awhile since I last posted huh?? Well, here I am again!! The fairest
blogger in the world!!haha!!
Today, my post is, once again, about my love for this guy. Even if you get sick of reading my blog that's all about him, I DON'T FREAKING CARE ABOUT YOU!! You know why?? Because I LOVE HIM!!♥♥♥
Remember my last post?? It's entitled "Oh, so Callous". I just let you reminisce because HE READ IT!!waah!!BUSTED... Now when he read it, he sorta got mad for awhile but before I could even end this scornfully useless life of mine, he called me and said that he is no longer mad. haha!! But I learned my lesson to NEVER use the term GROTESQUE to someone you dearly LOVE!!:))(LOL!!)
A few days after this happened, my phone got destroyed, but that didn't stop me from communicating with him. I borrowed the cellphones of my dear sissies and text him. He even called the night I watched Harry Potter (Awesome movie by the way. Daniel Radcliffe is so cute!!Too bad for Dumbledore though).
Then there was this guy who was constantly flirting to me. Let's hide him by the name HADES because he mimicked this god for a school activity. Hades always tries to hold my hand or HUG ME!!damn.,I totally hate it when he does this things. I couldn't stand it!! Since I love ARVIN, I openly told him what Hades kept doing to me.
Feeling guilty (even if I don't tolerate Hades' actions), I told ARVIN that maybe I should hug him, too. I didn't want guilt to fill my heart that's already full of my love for ARVIN. Yesterday (Monday), I hugged him. But later that night, when my parents got home, my mom and dad asked me freakishly frightening questions. They were asking who ARVIN was because they read his messages on my sis' phone. When the brutal interview started, I knew that they were gonna force me to stay away from him, and so they did. Today, I told him what my parents said. At first I was afraid because my parents do not hesitate to BEAT ME UP, but didn't want the past to happen again. My past with JULIUS ended this way, with my parents telling me to stay away from him and I NEVER want this to happen with me and ARVIN knowing that we're not even together yet.
Telling this to him was gruesomely painful. I even cried while taking the chapter test for math. Good thing nobody noticed.
Now, I will do my best to stand up to my parents and defend my love, especially when I know i followed there will for me to take up medical courses at college. And there's no way my parents nor Hades could RUIN my LOVE for Arvin.
I guess the real test for my love is yet to come, till then, I'll be ready....
I LOVE ARVIN!!!WAAAH!!!
:D
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