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Date: Sunday, September 20, 2009

Time: 8:27 PM

Emo-Poetic

No, I'm not emo. I just wrote some poems that are pretty melodramatic. It was a friday night. I had nothing to do and I couln't sleep. Yep. You guessed it. I got no sleep at all.

So here are some poems. Two actually. I was busy watching MTV. Oh and uhm, I was mourning that night. I guess that's why my poems are pretty emo that night. LOL!

Save Me From Anxiety

Yet I cry another tear
That flows because of fear
Yes, I am afraid
For no one can give me shade
From whatever might be coming
That is ever so frightening

But you're supposed to be
Near me and give glee
Cheer me in my frowns
Lift me from my downs
Wipe my tears
Shield me from my fears

But you left me
Don't you love me?
You said you do
But why keep me so blue?

Is leaving an option?
For me to function?
For you it is not
You chose the door to shut

When will you come back?
When I no longer slack?
But you're not the reason for my failure
For you made me allure
You give me joy and happiness
So save me from my malevolence

(Written around 3:00 am.)

Too Morbid

No one sees me cry
With these tears I try
To let out all my disdains
And all emotional pains

As quiet as can be
So no shadow can see
What really is inside
My hurtful feelings that abide

One more song
A sad and long
I hear from my radio
By which my tears show

I need him desperately
But where is he?
Asleep with no worries
No nightmares and fears

I am tired of this
No hug nor kiss
Was given from you
To know you're farewell's true

I love you, of course
I love you with no force
By other people's bribes
Just from my heart's advice

You're my sanctuary
By whom abandoned me
Since my love will never fade
For you, I'll sulk in the rain with no shade

(Written around 5:00 am.)

So uhm, this is pretty much it. They're only two but quite long. A bit melodramatic, too. I was crying all night. Could not get my mind off things. That's why I wasn't able to sleep a wink.

Thanks for reading it guys! See you again on my next post!

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