& Shut Up
Hi, I'm a the mofo with that sexy mole and I would like to bury myself in a hole. I am skinny and bulimic but I hate diet coke and apples. I like being sympathetic because it makes me look good and even though I am skinny and bulimic I still do not wish you to be like me. I am unique.
Date:
Friday, September 18, 2009
Time:
7:40 PM
Paranoid: You Drive Me Crazy
- Callous? I think you're not. But I know I am. Should I be? Or should I not? All I know is that my euphoric feeling disappeared. Why you say? I entered a guilt trip, of course.
- Now, I know it's my fault. It's always my fault. My shameless words and callous heart caused everything.
- Is it over? I hope not. But every horrible feeling has now lingered in me. It won't go away. Now added tons more disdains. But one wish is what i want you to fulfill. Please stop playing and speak up. I'm now worried of what's going on.
- Is it just paranoia? This feeling that lingers inside? Or are you really mad. Please don't. I don't want you to. But I'm hoping you're not.
- Please be decisive. Are you mad or not? If you are then I'm sorry. But if not, is that the truth? I'm always in doubt when you say you're not. I guess I am paranoid.
- Is there something to be mad at? Of course, there is. I am stupid, reckless, irresponsible, lazy, callous, uncaring, frail, boring, immature, flirty and a tramp. So now I ask, why do you love me? You say you do, right?
- Shit. A tear. Am I crying? Or is it just another dust in my eye. Yes, I'm crying. No, wait! I'm not. Fuck. I'm in denial. Are you confused? I'm sorry, I'm hot and cold.
- You kissed me. So you're not mad? How come you didn't answer clearly? Was I being paranoid? Yes, I was. I'm sorry.
- So now we're fine I guess. Let's never fight again. I freaking love you!
:D
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