F*** YOU!!

Date: Friday, September 18, 2009

Time: 5:48 PM

Vulnerable

Yes, vulnerable. I have no shield to protect me from daggers. Insulting words that now cause the bleeding of my frail heart. Is it caused by the man I love? Definitely not. It's caused by the sharp insulting words some of my peers say to the man I love. What should I do? I am stupid when it comes to opening up. I can't tell how I really feel when they insult him. I am offended, I must admit. But no anger is being filled in my heart. It just really hurt most of the time.

"Why were you even allured by him? He is stupid, lazy, irresponsible, irritating, and rude.", these words I hear from my peers' mouth. I could not defend him of course. I'm too weak to speak my mind. But not all say such harsh words. Some definitely understand me. They even admire me for not being vindictive. But some thoughts always ponder in me. Do I agree? Yes, I agree in every word. But I love and accept his true self. I guess they can't understand that.

But if there's one insult I would never agree to is, "He doesn't even care about you. Why bother care? Why bother love, Nese?". How can they know what he really does? They don't even see us when we're together. All I can say is that, everyone's a critic. A judge who judges with false evidences. As for me, I am a useless lawyer. I could not defend him, or myself. I just let everything come in my mind then I can't stop thinking about it. No one can protect me because he doesn't even know about this. I could not speak up for I'm not brave enough. Yes, I'm a coward. That's it. The reason why I'm vulnerable. Vulnerable in every angle of my heart. I am dying of pain. Tired of insults. Sick of being a coward. Should I speak up now? Or wait for me to burst up into flames. I guess we'll just see. If all these continues.

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